Well, that's it.
After a crazy 16 months here in London, it is time to return home.
I came here a bright eyed 30 year old who was looking to soak in as much as I could that the UK could throw at me.
So much has happened in the time I have been here. From Extinction Rebellion protests to a landslide Conservative election win, from Covid to Brexit and everything inbetween. It has thrown a lot at me and everyone else that has been here, and to be honest it blows my mind how much has taken place here. But it has been incredibly beneficial.
I've learned a lot about myself in my short stint here. There have been some personal aspects, some professional. All important. I return to New Zealand a new person. A stronger and more assertive person. A kinder person who has learned more about my own capacities.
A person I'm proud to be.
As you can imagine it hasn't been smooth sailing, particularly in the last three months or so. My mental health has declined significantly and I know I'm in a recovery phase and will be for the next wee while. That said, I know I will be stronger and more resolute as a result of this.
News about Wales' lockdown extension is blaring out of the radio in the Uber I'm currently writing this in. Coronavirus will continue to be a hot topic here and at home, but it is something I don't really want to discuss in any detail on my return. It's nothing personal, but just something I want to discuss with the right people.
One thing I have learned about my time here is the importance of friendship and connection. I have been so humbled with the friendships I have forged here and I cannot wait to strengthen these into the future. I've also learned about the significance of gratitude, of living in the moment and surrounding yourself in great moments. I feel so lucky to have been here despite the circumstances and will always hold London, the British Science Association, Putney Cricket Club and my UK crew in my heart.
There are still plenty of things I'm learning about myself and I can't wait to get back to my family, Dunedin, Uni Grange and the University of Otago. That said, I feel more and more comfortable with who I am and I'm pumped to continue on this amazing journey of life.
I might need a few days to readjust to New Zealand life, and so might not respond immediately. But when I do, I'll be diving in headfirst with some exciting things planned.
Until then, keep me in your thoughts and know I can't wait to catch up with you. Not long till it all becomes real.